Lolita

lavender

(c) dollified rose

cute? ^^

HeixSuou

 

HeixSuou

reminds me of such a ADORABLE couple.

I love them together~

Now for stuff that I want to make as an update;

I want to list the characters that I can and may be will cosplay. >u<

Azusa_K-ON(secret)

Any cute 'moe' outfit(secret)

Taokaka_Blazblue

and maybe Suou from Darker than black.

nana-kun

ahhhhhh!!!

New look on things

I was very inspired by this video I had watched on Youtube about your real beauty and everything and I wanted to dedicate this blog about it. I am also in a really horrible mood right now so I hope I get my point across because I would never have time to type this during the weekend. I may make a video about it later.
The video was by bubzbeauty who I think is amazing and the video and other videos that I had watched of the same subject plus of the advice that I am receiving has helped change my outlook on things.
Recently I've been thinking why so many people at myself can just be themselves when they can receive all this criticism on the way they act, look or whatever. Well the reason is that they are being themselves so on and so forth and with me I'm still in my shell. I'm still trying to figure out how to break it though may be clubs at school would help from interacting more with other people. Believing in yourself would have a lot to do with that.
Let's say you're fat and you think you are ugly because others think you are. Then you think that well may be what if I lose this weight. The thing you should keep in mind is do that for yourself instead of others. If you like to be fat stay that way being yourself and don't let others get you down.
In my case I was fat and lost weight for others and I still had the same results only a little different since I wasn't called a "fatty" or anything like that though I wanted to be noticed for something great instead of being the most quiet person in class and the nerd. That's another thing. I hate labels. Labels are one of the worst things in history. Just because you read does not mean you are a nerd or a dork it just means that is your hobby.
I may be repeating of what other people have said about this subject but I would like to speak up about it as well.
Beauty is what everyone has in their own way. It's the way they look and speaks a lot about themselves like clothes for example. If you dress dirty and like it well that's just it though they are those who do not have a choice and do not have the things that they need like new clothes, food and such necessities as that. The only way to see beauty is to look among that person's heart so if they are in this situation then you would know and help them because they are you friend and you wouldn't want to be in what your friend is going though and you wouldn't want to see such things happen to the ones you love. That also shows you beauty to that person and that is what true beauty is not just looks.
So I want to be the person who shows their beauty and not hide it from everyone.

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Update 9/16

I haven't typed here in a while and just wanted to update it.

A lot of stuff has happened since I last posted.

I'm back in school from summer break and very tired from it. DX I have way more homework than I have had before. I go to a career high school and my pathway is Graphic Arts. I'm doing well in the school so far and hopefully will stay there for all three years that I have left. ^ u ^

I'm looking for activities that I might be interested in and applying for one already.

My birthday had passed and now I am fifteen years old. > u <>

I am an aunt again. ^ u ^ And my nephew is a very adorable little thing he is. He is two months old now~~

Typing this blog late so I would have to go soon. I might start posting here frequently if I do feel like it. Thanks for reading

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First blog postie

Yay my first post for my blog and I'm not sure what to type.
I guess my Cosplay List explaination?


Cosplay is a form of costume where you dress as your favorite anime character, video game character etc. It was originated from Japan and cosplay is kind of like a Halloween costume, but you can wear it year round and cosplay costume tend to go original to very dramatic like this picture here

This video game character is V -13- (Nu) from Blazblue, the game that has recently came out a week ago. The cosplay community is huge and I will gladly say I'm a beginner but will not be for long. I fell in love with cosplay when I first heard of it which was years ago. My first cosplay was as a orintal woman. It was pretty good. My second was Natalia L.K from Tales of the Abyss.
It seems like I'm a cosplay freak, but I love it! It's so genius! I love dressing up to begin with so I guess that's one of the reasons why I love it so much?
In my cosplay list are characters I want to dress as in the near future. Yes it's crazy long, but I shall achieve my goal. The other reasons why I love cosplay is because I love anime and they wonderful outfits that they wear as well. I love to add and learn about new cosplay costumes everyday and plan to make them all. I love to make new friends this way as well. I've always wanted to cosplay in Japan and make friends there as well. I wonder how far this fourteen year old shall go!

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